Twist and turn
My angry fists
Inside I burn
Sadness exists
Forced
To take
All this in
All I've done
Every cursed word
I've ever said
I pledge all my sin
I have caged in
Every thought
Your promises
Hook
Line
Sinker
With my soul
I bought
We're walking down
This thin twine
Angry at me
Angry at the world
Makes me upset
Not feeling very fine
Down the staircase
I drag around my
Darkened shadow
A clear definate image
Haunting
And
Taunting
Beside me
Along the pathway
Leading to the bridge
I throw myself
Into the water
Along with my past
Hoping to bury
Drown them fast
Didn't think
These memories
Pop up
Float around
My mind
Always negative
How much more
Can I last
Tried to
Cleanse myself
From all the pain
Just thinking
For a minute
Am I crazy
Am I weird
Just about
Got me thinking
I was
Going insane
Sorry I got caught
Up with something
But here is my part
Twists and turn
But I can't learn
The past catches up
Bewildered
By the traps
That grab up
And snatch me
Always in the way
Every other day
At a loss
For words
God knows it hurts
I'm trapped
In my fears
Spilling
Oceans
And
Oceans
Of my tears
It was
Supposed to
Cleanse me
Supposed
To set me free
Still I lay
In the night
Praying for sunrise
The blue
Morning light
Drifting off
Into the deep
But
No one
Hears me weep
Written
By Terrylin53
Lenni-x
And
Editing
By
Freewriter
©terrylin53
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