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Gold Dust as My Answer

Gold Dust as My Answer
Maybe I don’t care at all anymore.
I stayed rooted where love left me,
But the wind crashed hard against me—
And you were not there, not by my side.

Right and wrong, we both knew them well.
When I chose to set you free,
I bore all the agony alone, in silence.

But fate, sometimes, is cruel to me.
I tried to live my life well,
Yet was brought down to my knees.

In despair, I dreamed again and again of holding your hand,
But those moments were always out of reach.
You let me fall off the cliff, right before your eyes,
Without even batting an eyelash.

So I learned to stay still, quiet and calm,
No longer crawling and struggling in memories.
But why—why are you here again?

I guess the reason doesn’t matter at all.
I was once broken beyond repair,
It took years to piece myself back together, whole.
That’s why I don’t dare to care, not anymore.

Gold dust is my final answer…🌘✨02082026 ©LanZhan 安娜·梅·德拉·奇纳
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