This life is a flowerless;I have no desire but to die.
Though I'm breathing I'm half alive,
Unconsciousness is all that I want
because nothing can stop this heart from breaking
And there's no remedy to heal this pain.
This tears can't stop falling
Like a lonely river it flow.
Yet, I can't deny a flicker of hope
The solace comes when I close my eyes and think of you
Every night I lie down wishing
That one day you'll come home.
Enable to let the thought enter my mind
Pouring out my heart to you
Half of them I threw away;
The other half I sent to you.
But every letter went unanswered
After a year I stopped sending
But I never stop writing.
Every waking moment of the last dozen year
I had always dreamt of you
I long for every single dream to become a reality
But deep down I know that it's only a fantasy.
And now I'm moving along with the shadow of our memories
It haunts me everywhere I trend.
Waiting for death to grip my soul
What do I have to wake for?
For my love is long gone for eternity
But my love for you will live for eternity
©kennylal
K