Anyways by the way.
I feel like crap just like everyday.
Can not find my peace.
Can not find my way.
No more. No more.
The tantrums.
The mood swings.
The yelling.
The crying.
It's not worth the constant day to day battle.
I can no longer explain.
Explain meaning my pain.
Not just the crazy crap in my head.
The physical pain that has me stuck in bed.
Stuck inside.
It's not a lie I choose to tell.
I'm not trying to get any attention or fights.
To those I love and care for,
It's too late.
Its time.
I will sign off now.
No more words to say.
My life is mine.
I choose to leave
And be alone the rest of my days.
©number14
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