How many years have gone by so far,
Since I was caught up in thoughts of you,
For awhile there I seem to have forgotten,
About all the misfortunate love I knew,
Stumbling across that message,
Made me overwhelmed in reminisced,
It made me question my conclusion,
Over the whole thought of you I missed,
I never thought it would resurface,
Was certain that pain was put to rest,
But as soon as I read the words to wrote,
All those feelings for you was abreast,
When I replied to what you had said,
I didn't know quite what to expect,
But you told me it was all a mistake,
Just shortly after I felt it's first effect,
So there I was once again in pain,
Knowing all I just felt was an impulsive attack,
Again wishing that everything I felt,
Had a reason to even be intact.
I said goodbye long ago and it was hard,
And now I have to say it once again,
Màybe this time I will have learned,
To never let anyone back in.
©justin_ur
J