They say a dream is a found hope
But the more I dream about you
The more I just want you to go
I find myself sitting up two in the morn
Can't get to sleep
My hearts just too torn
Somedays I wake up
Night shirt soaked from tears
Everyday I'm living my life
In nothing but fear
The only way to escape from harm
Is just to fall asleep
With you in my arms
How did it come to this
I just do not know
I just have to take all my feelings from the past
And just let them all go
Asking you in my dreams
Are you over me
Watching you nod your head
Like it's plain to see
So tell me why I'm kissing you
Like it's the end of me
It's been over two years
And I'm still dreaming of you
I guess it's true when Leonna said
It hurts when it heals to
I just want to know why
I'm still stressing over you
When I'm deep in my dreams
Finding myself somewhere wondering
Why I'm here with you
Wondering why you're starting to stop around and call
Saying to me don't worry I just want to be friends and talk
I gave you everything that meant most to me
And now I'm sitting here lonely as can be
And you're standing here right in front of me
Telling me that you don't remember anything at all
Damn girl two years with you
And I'm not even a distant memory you hold
Deep inside your soul
And even though it hurts so bad for me to say
But I can't continue to live this way
I think about that poem all the time
And to know that you don't feel the way I feel
Just blows my mind
Girl I love you
Mind, heart, body and soul
But the more I try and stay friends with you
The more I continue to dig my hole
I think it's time
To erase you from my mind
All the tears falling down to the ground
Damn girl life with you was just way too short
But I guess I just gotta' look up and bless the Lord
But just know
That I want you to have the poem
And only you
Because everything I said in it
Ain't ever been so true
About anyone other than you
But I seen that dove fly away
Just the other day
And I knew it was time for me to say
Even though it puts me in a world of pain
Goodbye to my dove
Goodbye
Unforgettable love
C