S

Gossip (part1)

She Gossips.
She's jealous.
She hates to see the success he accomplished.
She wish it was her.
But still she has to seem strong for them.
With jealousy,
comes hatred.
She must hide it
so she can seem strong for them.
His life seems perfect.
But truly it is not.
Everything he owns,
his success, his assets
he worked for it.
Everything he has,
his beauty, his creativity,
he's blessed with it.
But she's jealous,
she's full of hatred,
she's helpless.
she wished it was her.
She seems so strong.
she seems so confident
but she's not.
If she's so confident.
Why would she lust upon the flaws that somebody else's got!
Why doesn't she praise him what ever good he has done.
But instead, picks upon his flaws and imperfections as if she has none!
Why would she plot twist the truth into lies?
And why would she try her out most best to make the innocent cry?
If she's so confident
and so not afraid
why would she try to pull or push his happiness away.
She doesn't want to see him happy
Because she cannot figure out her own happiness she's got.
But don't matter how much he tries to please her,
like getting rid of every flaw he's got,
did the gossip stop!
No!
It did not.
Now she could finally say "What has he got for me to be jealous of?"
She would never admit what's really on her mind.
You might ask yourself.
Is it really jealousy?
Is it too much pride?
Is it hatred?
Is it selfishness?
Is it boredom that cause them to gossip about me?
But bored people don't gossip,
bored people turn on the T.V.
You are not bored,
You are searching in someone else to figure out who you suppose to be.
©shaquela_b