I still remember how her hair smell like, it was the smell of lavender; and I like that smell so does she. She read the newspaper and sip her tea she then fold them and walk to water the flower I've never seen such a peaceful life. Sometimes I wonder what makes her do that maybe she was an angel in a form of a human "my angel".Knowing she's going to be gone soon was a terrible thing but she seem to have a forever in her. Her smile was calm and it just make peace inside me I love it wish I had that too, she loved her flowers and she said they are like us but in a different form. So she prayed for them, she prayed when she's sad when she's happy she prayed and prayed and that somehow makes me realise she might be an angel. Her journey was never easy but she makes it looks like she's living in heaven maybe she does in her thought maybe that's why she's so calm in any situation, her voice was the thing I miss the most the sound of her footsteps at night and of course her smile they calms me everytime I feel sad. Her eyes was like an ocean it was beautiful and unique she found peace in everything not that she's perfect it's just what she did. Holding her hand was the most secured thing when I was a child I never thought a thing could hurt me when she did that, she never told me a story though she told me how time went how her childhood life was like and that was more interesting than a story she lived the life one could never bought with anything in this world. She wasn't perfect but she was a good teacher for me and that's why I miss seeing her smile. Even her last days makes me smile she was full of happiness and love and when I realise she was beyond my reach I feel lost in the middle of nowhere she just let my hand go and went to heaven where she belongs.
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