It's hard just to keep breathing,
Live a life and try eating,
Treated like a damn heathen,
Having views a little different,
With money to blind,
You feel weak to be kind,
To help out the means,
With rice and beans,
At least we'll all be fed,
Even if you dread,
Just another step to take,
Maybe a leg to brake,
And steal for f*ck's sake,
No this doesn't have to make sense,
Nor will it impeded your presence,
I'm just a little dense,
It's impossible to keep living,
Thinking death is around every corner,
Contemplating, planning, perceiving,
Just to cage me in ruin,
If its happiness you want,
Why do it on pills and heroin?
Too much fun ain't enough fun if your living right now,
Distracted from issues I'll never once get to understand,
Why bombs fly down and turn the grass grey,
As she stops texting you wonder why,
We can no longer say or express what we feel,
Lost love forgotten,
Lost child begotten,
Make money just to keep breathing,
Get high and start eating,
Guess I am a heathen...
I want to understand,
Even if it's wrong nowadays...
©retroletgo
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