Self, don't tell me what I already know.
Don't try to reach my soul
This is what it is, ....so
Making me crazy, lifting me up and down.
Green light....go....oh, oh
Shes in your head, not me
Shes in your blood, and so i bleed.
Silly games..... puppet.....my every day.
I want none of this, yet this is what it is.
I swallow pain one breath out of a time.
Im sinking deeper, not feeling very fine.
I fill my ...heavy...with help.
I hush myself with ....I know.
I close my eyes with, don't let go.
This is my happy, so why does it hurt?
This is me crying because i can't handle this mess.
So i fold the lies that you tell me, I clean the mess, and i let my pride handle the rest.
House, don't tell me what you think, I'm tired of your walls closing in on me.
This is what it is....so
Making me crazy, lifting me up, and i crash and fall down.
Green light.....go....oh , oh
Shes in your head, not me.
Shes the blood, I bleed
Forget me.....oh...oh.
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