When I see the hurt in her eyes
Pieces of herself fading away
Why bittersweet lingers on a real heart of gold
Crashes into that traumatic zone of hurt to hurting
03/23 changed you forever god rest his soul
Trying to take over when all she wanna do is to truly better herself
(God)Crying out for help not to give up on me
A Reflection of myself in her own shoes
Humbleness overcame my presence to walk with her
Because knowing all about them silent cries before and after really speaks alot volume to me
12/27 another unexpected knock at her door
She's lost of words in the mixed of emotions things seems to be a lil more confusing
Battling to overcome old and new demons at the same time
Internal and external what's deteriorating to become someone she's absolutely not
Especially when them feelings been uncomfortably bottled up
Eating her from the inside out for so long
Who can I trust
Is he/she or they plotting on me
They just want me for one thing
Do she/ he really love me
Will he/she take advantage of me
Sight of observance of this in plain sight
Alotta people get ahold of the most genuine people
With good intentions and nothing but a pure loving soul
Instead of riding that wave of cherishing for the best
Nevertheless turning them warm nights of happiness right to a cold hearted winter
Walking blinded while still wanting to give/receive love and change not a pretty sight to indoor but worth seeing the outcome
How I know check this out
Seeing someone fight for better in there life
Motivates a nigga even more
Determination not to be slept on for better days
But stay strongly aware
When them cries to god be even deeper
That incoming of your next chapter is secured
See I'm good person and so is she
Hurt people hurt people and need love too
It'll take a lil longer within that faith follows up with my belief in you
So when asked for help I'd never turn my back on ya
What's understood don't need to be explain
But for your quality assurance heres some reassurance to ease some of your pain
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