Grieving a loss as yet to be.
I can't avoid fate.
Tried
Tried
Tried
Failed.
My own heart breaks
In the preemption
Of grief, pain, and loss.
For what I was shown
5-10 years
Watching my love
On the downwards spiral.
holding his hand
wiping his spit
At every point breaking
That it has after all
Come to this.
But
Not yet
Now, I am just lonely.
Oh..
How I hope, oh how I try, oh how I wish
It won't come to pass.
W