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-growing up-

I dont write about you
...because I'm still scared shitless 
How terribly terrific, you
...depending on me
With careless action I give you
...half of a whole life
Still processing your existence 
...I hope you dont hate me
Trying to be something I never had 
...Its hard work
And I try and die daily for you
...quickly shedding my old self
Every step forward, never lateral
...backwards or downwards
Learning and teaching simultaneously 
...understanding, acceptance, application 
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