The guilt eats me up
In a bid to be a protector
I became a liar
adding words like fire
saying one today
Laying the order forthday
The stress in keeping up
The guilt eats me up
The thought of losing you
Even when I know the path
But I hate to stick with the fact
I just want us to be together
Without thinking of ways to deter
The agony of not wanting to give up
The guilt eats me up
Hitting me like an atomic
Not easy to survive through
Yet not easy to pull through
The height of affection
Aiming for a perfection
The heart leaping for closure