Writing down
Emotions unknown
Delivering feelings of a warm happiness
From a body depleted by the cold
Caged in a sorrow that feeds off delusions
Yearning for a joyous existence
Inescapable truths allow my passion to write
Jotting down the immense pleasures I seek to experience
Giving me a glimpse of my ideal reality
Pushing further within the confines of my negative emotions
Providing tools to burden my gleeful facade
Weighing me with the pressure of writing my perfect fantasy
While bearing the extremities of my relentless self loathing
An endless plight ending when I find pen and paper
Scribbling down the happiness I wish to know
©kamen1
K