I'm writing to escape this mess,
I'm trying to escape my head.
some days are easy for me,
most days get harder to breath.
It's days like this I wanna run away,
But days like this I just wanna stay.
staying inside my head,
staying inside my bed.
My mind is half heaven, but half hell.
trying to escape my hell,
crumbling is what I feel.
heaven right outside the door,
I can't escape this anymore.
running from my past,
catching up to me at last.
one last time I say,
My mind is half heave, but half hell.
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