It's so painful labeled psycho
One person after another
A name after another
Have you ever thought i already knew
Missing half of my life's memories
Sadly you were only there for the first part
Which is the only part missing the important memories
It's so hard to depart from the dark
You gave me a spark that'll start a fire to light the way
But father didn't want me to rise
Taped me down in the basement locked away
In his eyes i was a demise
I was his outlet
Going to school black and blue
The counselor asking questions and my dumbass refused it
I was too afraid he'll really let loose
Sadly the opposite happened
He got smarter and started to hit me in places i wouldn't show
At this point i felt like i was poisoned
My mind clouded by a foreshadow that'll end in me being called a psycho
It's so painful labeled psycho
One person after another
A name after another
Have you ever thought i already knew
Growing up without you both made me cold
My heart in parts looking for the tools
Went to therapy and listen to what they told
At this point i was angered and heartless like no other fool
Surrounded everyday fights and restraints
People squealing and kids screaming they just want to go back to their families
Living in placement frustrated by my parents
Lost half my mind by tragedies
All i had was me and only me
No one left that would fight
Living in this environment for eight years made me a beast
But all i did was barking with no teeth cause i couldn't hurt anyone
Even when i'm protecting myself
I just want all of it to be done
Cause all this hurt i don't want no one else to be dealt with
K