Just want to share a little gratitude !
I've always been a selfish person. Doing the things that would hurt everyone that Love's me. As long as it was something I'd somehow benefit from. No matter the cost.... Who I had to hurt to get it.... When my mind is set, there is nothing else!! I'm human, but I'm a spiteful self-seeking human! We all go through hard times. But for me instead of taking responsibility for my actions and doings I chose to blame everyone I love. I used to think that I had to hate the men I had kids with. My mind had highlighted all the crossed word's, every disagreement, every tear cried, and Everytime things didn't go my way. Not realizing that we both can still be good Parents even though we're no longer together! So many kid's grow up in bitter homes because we as parents don't want to admit that we wasn't the best person the other one had. Birthday's and holiday's on repeat, because we couldn't put our feeling's away, not even for our babies special days. An let one or both parent's get into a relationship with someone new! Now we're picking each other apart, questioning whether or not the child is better off with me or you. This year was Kenneth's (Catboy) 1st Halloween. An even though we're not together, I'm grateful that we were able to be who Kenneth needed us to be!!
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