on my rocking horse on the tip of my toes ! It feels like i have been hanging here for weeks... somewhere in this Darkness i hear a screech ! Or it was the monster outside the closet who would molest me and beats me with wallops to my head !..leave me unfed... to numb to feel this 4 year olds dread !...im hanging in this torturous living Hell where no one can hear me yell or scream ! Iv been handcuffed to this rack so long i hope this blood coming down my wrist is only a dream ! Or nightmare because my arms feel like they are gonna rip from there sockets i swear ! I was baptized into darkness and daddy gave me his Wrath!... as i am being transformed into the most hellish psychopath ! still hanging in the darkness feels like its been a year... behind closed doors something from Hell whispered in my ear ! it chanted a spell thats when grace from my heart fell with my soul oh swell ! God please catch me before i hit the bottom of this pit !... it broke my heart that my dad taught me i wasnt worth shit !...God pluck this Evil from me lest i join the fallen ones for eternity !...Iv been hanging in the dark with my friends to long of a while please God just let me jump into a pit of crocodiles !... and in the darkness i cant see my friends smiles !...I just feel them caress my hair as they keep me company my only friends the shadows of Despair !
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