Happiness

It's in the middle of the a m
Looking at life from the view of my mind
Adding regrets while subtracting hurt just to come with hope
Depression is easy to get into, harder to come out from coz all it takes is self commitment
Appreciation is easy when in the mood but maturity requires obedience
I remember youth when you where young and had no stress
Woke up in the morning and breakfast on the table, life was bliss thank you mum.
No worry no care, just complaints and grumpy moods was the order of the day.
Freedom from shackles, liberty in expression, when there where low expectations.
I know a smile is free but only for the rich in joy.
Life mattered when the world view was smaller
Wait don't go there, you woke up on the right side of the bed, stay there.
No don't do it, you will loose more than its worth it.
Run, run run away, you can't stay another day
I remember eating muffins when I was young
Dressing up for that occasion
Dancing infront of the whole family
Making friends after fights
I chose to choose and refuse to be used,
I fight to fight and won't hurt for I fought
I will not give it away coz it's not easy to keep
I will run with it like I'm in a relay of passing to me.
No one will steal it
No entity will rob it
No I wont give it up
No I will fight for it
No it's mine, it's all mine
He grew up, remember when boys became men and girls where like who? Men.
Remember the good times while there where still good.
Eating sweets and candy
Calling each other baby
It's no easy, when life is busy
It's not fun, when money there is none
It's scary, when you make mistakes that cost
I choose to win
Inspite of shame
Dispite the pain
I will succeed
I will achieve
Indeed I will strive
In the end
I choose Happiness
©leprmy