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Happiness just not supposed to be

I know I'm broken I have so much pain in my heart
This terminal has taken ahold of me
Turning my life in misery
Broken down beat up and left with nothing
That where I'm at with everything
I have hope ,nope it's gone
I no that it seems wrong
There some kind of promises to look to
No there gone to
Dreams of the good thing to come
There all gone there's none
So happiness there on my future there for me
Thank you but not looking like it happening for me
I think I can be positive once in a while
But life steps in then there denial
If life thinks I'm serious about this shit I got given to me
Well I'm done with it's game you see
I'm going to change the game and rewrite the rules you see
Cause I'm done loosing in the game call life shitty wanna see
©tinamarie