When your with me I'm told
Your seeing someone
I've been down this road before
I should have loved you more
Would you be happier with someone else
Is it because your with me you can't love yourself
Now it's my turn to be speechless
I guess I've been losing my way
You tell me to stay
but I know the truth
Itd be better to just leave and pretend
What could have been
Cause I don't want to be a leaf in the wind
Drifting but I really need to look within
Myself
I have to stop putting on a facade
Yet the thought of you makes me sad inside
But I'll remember this
I'll surround myself with people who love me
Not the people who use me
I know I'll remain guarded
I'll close off the people who get close to me
I don't want the same relationship we had
I fell in love with my pain instead it doesn't leave
It stays loyal something you weren't
I sleep with my regrets
Hoping for a happy ending
©majesty1
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