Happy happy Joy Joy Yay fun
this is my life and who I've
become from living unhappy
upon being with someone who
treats me like scum therefore,
I've been hanging on to nothing
but feeling unworthy of her love
over nothing I've done other
than shutting down completely
and not communicating with
anyone simply because when
you feel worthless from getting
treated like you're a dumb no
good piece of scum who has
no purpose in life upon being
unworthy of getting love from
your partner on a 5-year run
the only thing you want to hold
is the grip of a gun with live
rounds of bullets and one in
the chamber to end your life
when it's all said and done
therefore I'm just another
hopeless one and if it wasn't
for not wanting to break the
heart of my mum for the loss
of losing a son the deed would
already be done so happy happy
joy joy Yay fun this is the story
of my life and who I've become
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