I watched you.
intoxicated.
mesmerizing.
and dying as I waited to breathe as I watched you work.
my eyes hungrily lurking to your head to toe .
I wanted you.
but couldn't have you.
just because we were best friends.
and it killed me.
it's ripped me at my core.
the majesty of it.
how you work so graciously yet I can tell when the sparks fly.
and that's where the hotness comes out to play.
that elevated growl in your voice.
the fire in your blue eyes burning villages in your wake.
it hypothetically poetic the way I see you like the goddess you will always be to me.
yet I just wanted pounce.
not afraid of the Hunt just cautious.
you were a lioness to me.
yet I dreamed of every night since I met you of being your alpha male.
yeah in the back of my mind I wanted out of the friend zone.
but you wouldn't let me in.
and this killed me.
even though I couldn't convey the feelings that plaque me fully.
I knew it was like catching a angel who's wings weren't clipped.
I'd die for just a taste a touch but I always slip.
yet I want you badly and it burns.
wanting my best friend it was your heart I yearned.
©darkdeity
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