A cut so deep,
That I could see the inside.
My emotions took a plunge, so steep.
I wanted to have died.
The squirting,
The numbness.
Daily hurting,
The dumbness.
I think about it everyday,
How it all went down.
My lifes rope had started to fray,
My will to live had started to drown.
Impulsive it was,
To slice my arm open.
A mistake it was,
To stop hopin'
And its been a couple years now,
And the scars still remain.
I still feel like a failure somehow,
Everyday I grow more insane.
©g.a.p
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