drowning, crashing
like the white water currents
I'm smashing myself left right and centre
everyday resembles a jagged rock
destroying myself day by day
until I am unrecognizable
who am I ????
I don't even know anymore
I may as well let myself drown
because it's getting really hard to breathe
I feel everything
but understand nothing
I have no self control
my morals are becoming less by the day
am I really this sad lonely person
with no self respect
or am I just dreaming
I'm ready to wake up
but how????
O