I hate this shit!!! Everyday I wake up in pain, my hands numb and my body weak. It wasn't always like this for me. in my younger days i was full of energy. No worries or problems that I let get to me. Now a days, everything negative some how has some affect, afraid to be who I want to be. Impossible for me to see myself the same way others see in me. Constant doubt, believing nothing or even the words coming directly out somebody's mouth. I hate that I'm this way, there are some days I wonder what's my purpose on earth, I must have a purpose cuz I'm still here trying to pull through from all the hurt. Hopefully one day I'll see the potential that others see and say I'm worth.
©mamacita
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