i wanted you to hate me
but you couldn't
love was blinding you like it did to me
i couldn't hate you till you broke my heart
you didn't hate till i broke your mind
endless trailing you from social to life
before connecting and ghosting
over many time till one day
an email from you detailing your resentment
how i was unfair when all i did was do something
i knew you couldn't do yourself for you
now that you hate me i don't need you in my life anymore.
after all i did hate you for all the pain you cause out of love for me. nothing i ever did was going to good enough for you.
©zimmyzada
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