can't escape my past,
that caught up to me so fast.
It's haunting in my sleep,
but not enough to stop my dreams.
keeping up this fight,
finding them so high.
hoping it'll change,
knowing it'll stay the same.
haunting me at last,
I can't escape my past.
no matter where I go,
this ghost just won't let go.
just can't keep up this fight,
knowing they'll just get high.
seeing this just makes me hurt,
when all they do is just get worse.
kids watching as they fight,
knowing this just isn't right.
hoping one day they'll change,
trying to numb the pain.
one day they'll see,
just how they're gonna be seen.
no telling when that day will come,
of not telling anyone...
not telling anyone why,
why they need to get so high.
choosing the ghost that will destroy them,
over people who truly love them.
not being able to see,
just how much they need to save...
saving themselves from these hauntings,
saving themselves from their ghost.
changing can be scary,
just remember who is cheering.
cheering for your change,
cheering to see you safe.
I can't escape these hauntings,
just because of what's haunted me.
you see me panicing,
you see my suffering.
haunting me at last,
I can't escape my past.
it caught up to me so fast,
I'm sorry this can not last.
P