once again I find myself dreaming of you
I just want you to get out of my head
your haunting me and your not even dead
I need to put you behind me but that shit is hard
you stole a huge part of my heart
I hate you for that
but in order to hate you
I had to once love you
and I did with every part of my soul
I would have killed for you died for you
Locked you away from the world to keep you mine
sadly life's not that easy
you weren't mine to keep
I gave you you're freedom of choice
and you chose somebody else
you taught me that you do not belong to anyone
I want to take all the time with you back
erase it from my memory
but then I'd be erasing one of the biggest parts of me
our daughter... she was not in vain
I loved her and she was my little piece of you
but now Shea gone and so are you
I'm left without her because of you
she felt my sorrow and she felt my pain
she decided she didn't want to feel this way
she made the best choice for herself
I'm not saying its all your fault
but maybe just maybe
she would have stayed
if you returned my fire that you stole
©phoenix420
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