Have i found it?

Have I found it?
Have I found the lily that blossoms in the valley?
have I found the jewel that made my pen stutter?
Have I found it?
Have I found it?
or life's deceitful mirage mingles meaningly near me
Have the sun seen it?
Or have the Stars seen it?
My heart aches at its absence
And my heart says what is it's essence?
I'm finally facing decision's presence
should I continue this journey alone?
©johnrhymez