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Have To Ask

I don't know what is happening to me 
I'm not crying 
I'm not showing my angry 
I'm smiling everytime I'm hurt 
I still know my scars 
Internally I'm suffering 
I can't forget 
I can't move on 
I'm kneeling down and talking about my problems 
I'm not asking for solution
Why God will give it? 
when i can't even ask 
©de_nny