HE

I laid on my bed, thinking erotically
About this cold nerve dude
A strong silent type
With a tall slim figure with no beard and nice broad shoulders with soft lips
With all cool vibes

Gives this attitude , that things can't be
Some tym I lose concentration, just staring at him
And then my heart beat slows down
With this inner sensation rising
Like butterfly flying up and down
For some moment it was real
Then I realized
It is just one sided love
He made me knew that,
Whenever he is with this girl, he get this inner joy which I can't give
Wat a cold -blooded jerk
He is

Then the spark I felt, light out and all I could feel is jealousy
For all those tuneful period
I had with him
Makes me sad sometimes
I had wish it never happened
It is so quite a new thing
The way he shut off the connection
I felt the line breaking but the bond has long be broken
But he is the only one.... I trust
But I won't tell him i love him and let my feelings known becos he got this philosophy that girls aren't suppose to be crushing on him or tell him she love him
He eventually left and everything fade out
He
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©honeybel