I used to think I was an open book kind of person,
That was until I realized how many emotional scars I had and was truly hiding.
Where did this depression come from???
Where has life's enjoyment gone???
How can others feel so much happiness,
While I am filled with nothing but sadness???
What must I do to overcome this feeling of invisibility???
I had prayed for many years and wondered why my prayers weren't being answered.
God kmows my heart,
He heard my cries and screams,
He felt my soul crushing pain!
So why has He forsaken me???
Did he forget about me???
Was I being punished for not speaking up???
God was always waiting for me...
For me to forgive myself and all whom had inflicted, hurt, pain, sadness and unworthiness upon me!
Life is filled with so much hatred,
However we must not feel the tendency to carry that tradition on.
We must love our enemies and pray for all whom hurt and feel like giving up.
May everyone see the strength our creator has given us,
Since the beginning of time and will continue to have until the very last pages of our story is completed!
He will close our book and shelve it into his category of accomplishments and poise!
-A.I. Listo☯️
✍: 09.02.2019 ~ ✨11:55AM✨
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