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He was never there..

I vowed to love him forever,
But our love died when we couldn't be together.
Months have passed and we lost all contact with each other.
Found out from a friend that he took his life and died with a shattered heart.
I cried because our worlds tore apart.
Sometimes, I think.i see him playing the piano in my livingroom.
He knew I loved music, but I think for him to visit, would be way to soon.
It must of been a figment of my imagination, maybe he was never there.
Sometimes, i see a shadowy figure walking up the stairs.
If it was him, he must of came out of care.
I miss him so,
I think he knows.
We had our whole life planned out.
We were gonna write our love story, true love is what it was gonna be about.
Ever since he had passed away,
In this place, I do not want to stay.
We truly loved one another,
We thought this was gonna be our forever.
Living life and not being his wife,
Makes no sense anymore.
My heart is still dragging on the floor.
Why did he have to die,
Lying here, about to cry.
I felt his touch on my shoulder, but he wasn't there.
Finally waking up from this nightmare.
And I really thought he cared.
©terrylin53