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headaches.

headaches inflicting my brain
lie to me and tell me everything is like it used to be
tell me that the reflection I see is more than a dream
tell me it's real and this is me
this is us living
take me back to before my world
went to complete shame
did that ever really exist?
or was it another illusion I used to drown the pain
what is this pain in my brain?
what is this pain in my chest?
is this what life is?
is this what I've finally come to see to be real?
will we ever feel more than this?
will this pain ever fade?
or is this my brain
my chest
my life

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