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heart ache

i like not to cry
but my heart beats fast
i wish its the beat of hopes high
i fear the throb of the casts
memories i cant deny
times surpassed
words contended
warmths shared
deaths lived and victory
i fear the unknown
i fear for this little strength of mine
i fear cupid have lost my line
i fear my loud groan
maybe its my test
maybe cupid thinks its best
they'd ask you to move on
I've found my strength in non
i am lost
i didnt want to be part of this cast
i hid from it
life gets its victory
gives joy today
yet takes it away at merry
let me run till i ve ran through the ends of earth
let me be where my flaws are my strength
*****
Dora Edwin