Masking the pain
Feeling insane
Laughing endlessly at you
Feeling that your laughing at me to.
Holding on to forever
Wishing we would be together.
Kinda wished to hard and to long.
Not feeling very strong.
Dragged into this because of you.
Thought you loved me to.
I'm sorry that I'm not what you need.
My pain gets deeper as I watch myself bleed.
I promised myself I wouldn't cry.
But I thought you almost died.
Following my dreams of letting you go.
Can't be a part of this heart break show.
That's why I'm choosing to let you go.
©terrylin53
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