Is there a point a heart can't feel new pain,
Could it be so damaged that it can no longer retain,
Leaving the hurting to come to be felt numb or plain,
Can a heart callous and harden from consistent pain with no gain,
If it's all predictable and seen clearly before the hit,
Was the fear of losing love preventing loves comit,
Is that the true reason it seems to hurt just a bit,
Though it's easy to feel I know its something hard to forget,
I have a heart that has hurt for so many years alone my way,
I've had times I thought I had found love for me that would stay,
Each shown to have their own reasons and causes for that love to stray,
Losing more of itself as beating distorts songs of it's love of past day,
It's losing the placement in my chest, now empty and hollow,
I'm finding it hard to hear it's voice in my ear I used to follow,
Leaving the butterflies died in my stomach and a breath shallow,
If it ever feels something it loses something it will never know, more then the feelings it has trying to just let go.
©justin_ur
J