All I've ever known is hurt.
All I've ever known is pain.
I've questioned my self worth over and over again.
I've always questioned those with
smiling faces.
Like why the fuck are you happy?
Have you bothered to take a look around?
Or are you racing through life with the blinders on?
My heart of chaos.
Sometimes it feels like all is lost.
My heart of chaos.
It's dangling from the bloody cross.
You can call me negative, a pessimist if you run out of names I've got a long list.
My heart is in chaos.
My mind can't handle anymore loss.
Save my soul at any cost.
What don't kill you makes you stronger.
Inside my head it's only rain and thunder.
©budmac38
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