I saw you looking brand new overnight,
A whole new happy you and it's not because of me
Its 3 am and I keep on starring at the ceiling wondering if you still think of me the way I think of you,
I lost you in the blink of an eye way faster than I got you,
I lost you without knowing why I had lost you but all I know's I did .
I keep reading our texts trying to find a reason to why you left,
But as much as I check I don't seem to find a reason to why you left,
I remember the plans we had for our "forever"
A forever that never happened,
I sit in the dark too depressed to know why I'm alone,
And too depressed to try to find out why.
Playing depressing Lofi music because regular music makes me sick,
Ain't it ironic how I used to be the one that used to laugh at sad people that are trying to win back their insignificant others
And now I'm the sad person that sits alone in the dark too sad to movebecause every place I know reminds me of you,
Taking things I swore I'd never take,
I guess it's all just karma.
At this point not even I keep wondering if you're the missing piece, the reason why I stay awake, the reason why I feel so empty inside,
All I wanted was to feel loved and it seems I couldn't even get that from you.
©darthizumi
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