I knew this would happen I knew this was fate.
Yet I sit here and wonder why I sit here and wait.
If only my heart had this determined prediction.
But the truth of the mind is life's contradiction.
Over and over I sit and I cry,
over and over I ask myself why.
Why did I let you in and break down the wall?
In my heart raised you up, when I was destined to fall.
Many times I'd forgive myself and let you back in.
My heart is a flutter you're my favorite sin.
To know the true pain of a heart split in two.
Is the only real pleasure I have gotten from you.
It breaks, its melts, from the inside it shatters.
But I had truly believed in your life I mattered.
It's time I let go of all we
could be.
It's time to move on, and start working on me.
You'll stay in my memories, I keep locked up tight.
And from now on appear in my dreams every night.
©kaydacie
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