If I wasn't good enough for you,
if I couldn't give you what you wanted,
why did you stay for so long?
You dragged me through your pains,
you tore me apart for your own gain,
and because of that I've never felt the same.
I trusted you, I loved you, and you didn't feel the same.
Over and over I feel for your lies,
over and over again you didn't care.
What's the point of moving forward,
if looking back hurts so much.
It hurts to keep going.
I've given you so many chances,
and you ignored me every time.
I thought we had something,
I thought we could be something,
but I guess you didn't think the same.
What did I even do to deserve this?
Did I hurt you somehow?
I doubt it would matter anyways,
even if I apologized you'd throw it away.
I have that feeling again, that spark,
but I don't know what to believe.
I trust them like I trusted you,
but that didn't end so well did it?
Do you feel sorry for what you did,
or do you just see me as an object?
You'll find somebody else,
and you'll treat them better.
Was I not good enough?
Are they so much better than me?
Am I even worth somebody else,
or am I destined to be alone?
I don't miss you, I just want better.
You treated me like a puppet,
trying to control me.
You already tore my strings,
what more do you want from me?
How much worse can it get?
©vexed_poet
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