GOING OVER ALL THE POEMS I HAVE WROTE YOU.
HAUNTED BY THE MESSAGES I COULDN’T GET THROUGH TO YOU.
I DONT KNOW HOW I HELD ONTO HOPE FOR ALL THESE YEARS
I DONT KNOW HOW I COULD SEE ANYTHING PAST ALL THESE TEARS
WHY AM I STILL SO RELUCTANT TO LET YOU GO
AFTER YEARS OF YOU BEING SO HEARTLESS AND COLD
WHY CANT I ACCEPT YOU JUST DON’T LOVE ME
WHY DO I HOLD ON TO YOU SO TIGHTLY?
WHEN ALL YOUR ACTIONS SAY YOU NEVER LOVED ME
WE ARE NEARING THE END OF THE PAINFUL JOURNEY
I WISH YOU BELIEVED I AM WORTHY
EVERY INCH OF ME IS BROKEN AND DEFEATED
BY THE WORDS YOU SPOKE THE WAY I WAS TREATED
NO MATTER WHAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
I WISH YOU would just love me too
©opheliamie
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