E

Heavy Breaths

Heavy Breaths

I am loved in a way that holds me tight,

Close to the heart both day and night.

She says I’m all she truly needs,

And sometimes that feels warm indeed.

I like being chosen, being the one,

Being someone’s place to run.

But love grows heavy, starts to weigh,

When freedom slowly slips away.

I walk with care, I choose my side,

Hide quiet fears I keep inside.

I swallow truths I’m scared to say,

So I don’t watch her drift away.

I carry battles no one sees,

Small silent aches unspoken pleas.

I smile through things that make me shake,

For love’s own fragile careful sake.

I don’t want loss I don’t want pain,

I don’t want love that feels like chains.

I don’t want to leave I don’t want to flee,

I just hope love can learn to see

there’s room for us and room for me.

-ekta sharma