to wallow
to drown
to simply fall down
from my own disguise
and all these lies
become one I despise
back to square one
what have I done
same ol story
burning in all my glory
no pitty for me
hatred to be
all stress
in my mess
overthinking
never blinking
trembling unprepared
feeling scared
mislaid my words
deprived my soul
fell back ten fold
compulsion
tragic trauma
why can't I let it all go?
©morgan2020
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