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Heavy heart, mind and soul

I'm not the monster you think I am,
I've lost people that added value in my life too, I've drowned in my own tears a couple of times too, I've said some awful things I still wish I could go back in time, I've felt pain going right through to my spine, asked God to save me before loosing my mind.
I've also hurt those close to me,
Broke 💔 some hearts a couple of times, made empty promises 😞it was all a lie, had dreams to protect but I couldn't protect my eyes, that's when I started loosing my eye sight 🔦 lost focus on the important things in my life, all facts I'm just a brother who's lost his desire who diesnt want tolive in poverty again.
I'm to transparent when I write, everyone knows me as that guy, I write my poems trying to shine my 💫light, help those with no voice to speak but with their eyes they see, I'm just a broken man it seems, the pains I'm going through are real, but just like Satan failed previously to take me down 🔽 the road 🛣 to self destruction, I'll try again to pray 🙏 not only for me but you who's feeling the same.
The unapologetic poet ✌