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Held on

A sad story
Or a strong story?
A tale of pain
Painfully told
Or emotionally exaggerated
Once upon a cry
As a man, it is expensive to cry
What does it mean when the strong cry
How does it feel when, it gets to the point of man crying?
Struggle
Is it a simple word?
What does it entail?
What is sorrow compared to struggle
What is fragile? When fighting becomes a hustle?
Can you feel the pain
Can you imagine the storm
Have you ever met despair
Face to face and you open your mouth
But you are the plague to words?
Try as you may
Fight as you run,
Your enemy is piece
Others have it but you can't get it.
Suffer
Sad
Sorrow
Wonder when the end is coming
And how to get there if surrender
Is not an option,
Wallow at the misery
Life is but a mistry
At the door of success, ready to wave at the past, getting ready to enter the future, called brighter. Anxiety attacks, anxiousness greets, goosebumps visit
Anticipation hugs but, everytime you get there you loose it all to start again.
Having done that a hundred times, loosing businesses becomes so common it's like changing socks, loosing relationships like you are the north to their south magnate.
Loosing cars and money can be understood but loosing respect cannot be tolerated.
Close your eyes and see the horror, worry through the day, till your lips run dry, while your heart beats the rhythm of the fear drums, in melody with terror.
Close your eyes it's time to sleep but even in your dreams you are being chased, by dark entities seeking to give you no rest.
Wake up and start all over again.
What a tragedy
What a mockery
What a distress
What a disaster
Which is which?
weak or strong?
When holding on is the gym
Exercised through tribulations
Hope, fall, get up, try, cry, keep on.
The strong are strong because they held on.
©leprmy