Don't think I can take it is actually to much for me
With every drama a piece of me dies is
Like some kind of sadist I dont know why but
I think that he likes to see the pain in my eyes and he uses me because
He knows that I'm lovesick and when I finally get up and try to escape
He kissed me and promised I will be alright and yes
We both know it's bullshit but I cant escape every time I he comes back and he just gets to close to me and
The longer I'm with him the less I'm alive
then my hearts start beating and suddenly I cant hear and everything is pitch black when I open my eyes
Doctor's on the other line and I'm still feeling trapped having a heart attack
'Cause he's not coming home tonight and nothing can help to numb the pain I just took my very last pill and he dont understands that he has to stop the abuse at least I minute or I will be dead
Need something to numb the pain at night all I hear
Demons knocking on my brain and
I think they coming in for the kill
help I need someone
My baby plays me like a game but only him likes the game
I'm not having fun tell him he's
Why my heart is always aching
And I gotta be done I dont know what to do I try to run but he is to fast for me and every path I make every road leads back some how to him cant he hear me screaming out for help stumbling and falling blood dripping of my face and arm crying asking for help while he laughs help
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