so this is not a poem this is not a letter.
This is the heart of a father that is shattered and in a million peaces. You see my daughter 24 years old O.D. on mexies now she came out of it. And her boyfriend took her home from the hospital.. now her mom didn't hear from her for 8 days. so she went too her house and she was pissed at what she saw .. She saw our daughter standing in the corner talking to a group of people who weren't there. So she took her to the hospital and they put her in a induced comma for 5 days. they brought her back out of it, but she was the same as she was. something went wrong in her brain and she is never going to be the same.. now I don't live there I'm 4 hours away from them And all I want to do is get on my Harley and spit some Beach nut in her boy friends eye, and fuck him up for life.
but I'm at a loss for words inside my soul and I cannot even cry I don't know if I'm in disbelief or in shock idk. when my mom died 2 years ago I fell apart and tried to take my own life. and now this. idk what too do .. I want to go beat and rob every pill dealer I can find . I don't think the cops would mind.. if your out there and you can offer some advice for my situation. it would probably be better then what I'll probably end up doing ... prison does not bother me, I like to be alone I've been there before. I'm alone now.
and I can't feel anymore
©danielboon
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